I am saved.
Even when I keep screwing up.
Even when I don't have a project on the go.
Even when I'm too lazy to do my devotions.
Even when it feels impossible to love my neighbour.
Even when it feels impossible to be loved.
Even when I'm not convinced.
Even when my faith wavers.
Even when I'm sick of living.
Even when I don't want to get back up.
Even when I feel like I'm being pushed back down.
Even when I'm pushing others back down.
Even when I'm full of myself.
Even when my actions don't follow my words.
Even when I'm ridden with guilt.
Even when I feel overwhelmed.
Even when I don't feel anything at all.
Even when I doubt, stumble, procrastinate, hate, lie, wallow, and laze.
I am saved.
